轉折 - 決定 - 轉折 Change / Chance - Decision - Change / Chance

今天 TiM 突然很認真地說他想回紐西蘭了
嚇了一跳 !

TiM told me today that he wants to move back to NZ seriously.

I was really shocked !





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這幾個月來
他們的 start-up 公司一直沒辦法走到他理想中的樣子
且就在今天
投資人很果決地決定撤資了
沒有轉圜的餘地
所以只好散會

The start-up company he worked for couldn't go thru the way he wants during these months.
And the investor decided to stop investment decisively.
No negotiation.
So everyone just said bye.



















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TiM 叫我這陣子把東西打包好

不在乎的 : 丟　
不需要的 : 賣
很重要的 : 帶去

機票買一買
趁這個空檔
回去紐西蘭生活工作

TiM told me to package these days.

Throw what I dont care. Sell what I dont need. Bring what I think is really important.

Buy the flight tickets.
Then go as we have time.
Go back to NZ to live / work.


Jo 說那邊現在零下 3 度
她下個月初就要搬進新房子了
Jordy 聽說會很驕傲地站了, 牙齒還冒很多顆
Sharon 的寶寶也快要出生了
紐西蘭的那頭雖然很冷, 也很熱鬧


Jo said it's minus 3 degrees there.
And she's moving in the new house at the beginning of next month.
Sounds like Jordy can stand proudly or sth and got many teeth.
Sharon's going to have new born baby.
Cold there, but busy there.


但我沒有很同意這個決定
有點太突然了 !

Well I dont agree with his suggestion.
That's really shocking to me !


我想到我的課都還沒有上完
還想報名暑假的繪畫課
台灣還有很多地方沒去過 ( 每天宅在家也不是辦法 ...... )


I havent fin my classes.
And I want to attend some drawing class in summer vacation.
And I havent been many places in Taiwan.


當然不同意的最大原因還是 - 家人朋友們都會很想念小熙熙
南半球太遠了

But sure the biggest reason I dont want to move is - everyone will miss Goobs so much here in Taiwan.
The southern hamisphere is too far from here.


一想到一堆東西要海運
還要坐很久的飛機
還要提重重的吉他
還要忍受飛機上好動的小熙熙
還要適應那邊寒冷的天氣
還要辦理最討厭的文件雜事
還要兌換鈔票
就覺得好懶 !


當然搬去不全然是壞事
紐西蘭的環境好
台灣有時後很煩人
像是

台灣大部分地區對嬰兒車及殘障人士真的非常不友善
這點人盡皆知

台灣對於小小孩的 12 年義務教育不夠放輕鬆看待
這點人盡皆知

台灣的惡性循環加班文化充斥
這點人盡皆知



可是
紐西蘭課稅很重
紐西蘭物價水準很高
紐西蘭交通不便
紐西蘭寬頻很爛都撥接上網
紐西蘭青少年老愛在街上賽車
紐西蘭麵包店餐廳很貴
紐西蘭人英文口音很怪異我聽不太懂
紐西蘭普遍蛋糕裝飾程度沒台灣發達


看起來台灣好像略勝一籌
但紐西蘭課稅重也不是沒有原因的

兒童免費托育 20 hr / 每週, 小熙熙可以自由玩耍, 我可以自由一下
成人社區大學近乎免費選課, 我愛學啥就學啥
這些是我覺得不錯的
另外紐西蘭的兒童遊戲團體盛行
對小熙熙的成長很有幫助



我覺得再想下去
頭殼會爆炸
還是順其自然吧 ..........

轉折 - 決定 - 轉折


我釐清一個規則

要做出決定
必須在 2 個轉折之間 觀望


第一個轉折點已經出現了
然後作點功
現在就等待下一個轉折點會是什麼情況了


I think I should stop thinking now.
Have been thinking all night already.
My poor small head will go exploding if I am not careful.


I've got 1 rule to follow.

Change / Chance - Decision - Change / Chance
I can make a decision only between 2 Change / Chance.


There's already 1 Change / Chance happened.
And then I just do sth. Then wait for another Change / Chance to happen.

Then I can decide.


今天的心情受到蠻大的影響
總覺得怪怪的
不過確實是事情大條了


只希望明天還是一如往常
如果可以來做個卡通彩繪蛋糕
然後小熙熙很好奇有興趣地看著那顆蛋糕
這樣就是最理想不過的了 !


Quite moody tonight.
Feel sth wrong but really sth happened.


I just hope its going to be normally as usual tmrw.
It will be really nice if I can draw the simpson's Bart on a cake !
And Goobs can watch the cake curiously / interestedly.
That will be perfect !

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